Do I really trust her?

I'm leaving my classes with a substitute tomorrow for the first time.... I feel almost like a mother leaving her child with another care giver for the first time. I don't trust another person to watch them. Part of me is breathing sighs of relief because I'm getting a break and part of me is tied in knots. Teaching is a strange, strange profession. Anyway - I'm leaving for GMEA in the morning. Good times!